Horseshit

I was doing well. Hanging out with friends, a little stressed but generally happy. So why am I here again? In march my Grampa died. Big Huge blow to the family. My family is very close. Besides my own emotional pain to deal with I had to help take care of everyone else. I came home this summer to help keep my gramma distracted and to help my mom out. I go back to school. My sister gets a boyfriend. No big deal right? Wrong. This kid is a loser who is older than her with no life, no future and does drugs and drinks. Ah so now she thinks she is in love so she sleeps with him. Good for you. I have no idea who my sister is anymore and neither does my mother. My mom is going nuts trying to 1 keep my gramma healthy and 2 trying to set some boundries with my sister and keep her from getting really hurt or from doing something stupid. My mom calls. Can you talk to your sister? Sure I'll fix everything. My mom calls. I need you to come home for the summer. Sure mom I'll drop my plans and future and be right there. My mom calls. Your cousin has been having massive seizures we need to fly to Oregon to see him. This may be your last chance. So I buy a plane ticket. I'm going to fly out there this weekend. Don't die. It would devastate the family. I worry it will kill my gramma. First week back from christmas break. Vagina monologues-1 month away. My girls are no where near ready. I need to call all of them and get a meeting planned this week. I haven't started working on publicity. 1 month away. second day back. One of the other directors calls. Sorry I quit. 1 MONTH AWAY. Great now I need to take on two other monologues. Have to fundraise too. Roommates come home. Really miss one. Want to kill the other one. No need for you to treat me like I am 5 years old. I think I can manage to do things on my own. Classes? Really need to stay on top of it this semester. I need to read and do the homework assigned. That is the goal anyway. Going to Oregon? Missing 2 days of school. No good for classes based on lectures.
Yay this on top of work, classes, FAB, Feminist Voice, Vagina Monologues, having crushes, dealing with friends, hanging out with friends and trying to live normally.