I am going to fail

I am pretty sure that after this test I will be failing Spanish!!! Yay for me. I suck. I just can't seem to learn it this semester and it's not like it is really really hard but I still don't get it. Oh well on the positive side there is a chance that I will be able to graduate next year which is amazing and scary all at the same time. Finish school in three years! AAAHHH I think I probably will stay longer though because I don't really feel like I have learned enough you know? It just seems like I will be missing out on something if I don't go here for four years. I don't know what I am going to do but it is nice to know I have options.
On another positive note Halloween is now officially 4 days away but I am going to start celebrating tomorrow! Yay! I need to finish my costume....hum maybe I should do that now....no wait I have to finish my test. Damn oh well.
On an angry/sad note I hate it when guys cut their hair!!!!! I love long hair or longish hair and it pisses me off when people cut their hair. Ah well there must always be change in life and the only thing to do is say such is life. (besides it will always grow back and I am not that upset just disapointed)

Almost Halloween

Yay Yay Yay!!! It is almost Halloween. I've decided that that is my favorite holiday. I get to be anyone I want to be. ANYONE. I love it! I am going to party this year. I wish I was 21 so I could go to the transvestite ball at the abbey. Damn being young.
Woohoo I am going to direct the Vagina Monologues this year and I am so excited!!!!! I have so many ideas and I can't wait to meet the actresses and get started. AAAAAHHHH! It is such an amazing experience being in them I can't wait to pass that on to a group of new girls.
I am so fucking bummed! I can't be on FAB next semester because I have to take a fucking class during that time!!!! Grrr. I am all about the sound affects tonight. Any way I can't focus so I am off to bed.