Goin Home

Woohoo I get to go home tomorrow. I am slightly excited about this. I definitely need a break. I will be glad to be back in Canon for a while. Let's see how long the happy lasts.

Finals

Damn I have three finals tomorrow. I am going to study ... no really I am. I don't want to get up at fucking 6:30 so I can make it to my final at 7:30!!! AHHHH I don't get home until 2. Tomorrow is going to suck so bad. Bleh.

Don't feel good

I really don't feel good this morning. I wanna throw up but I can't. I just want this feeling in my stomache to go away.

Not going to make it til finals

I am so fucking stressed out and I think that I am getting depressed again. Maybe I should take my meds again...I don't want to though. I hate them. Fuck school I don't want to do it anymore. I just feel blah. I'm not even sure I feel much of anything right now. I don't know what is wrong with me. I just want to go home.

Simon

I love love love this song (loves must always come in threes as well)Lifehouse is the shit.

Simon by Lifehouse
Catch your breath
Hit the wall
Scream out loud as you start to crawl
Back in your cage
The only place
Where they will leave you alone
'Cause the weak will seek the weaker 'til they've broken them
Could you get it back again
Would it be the same
Fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense
Left you with no defence
They tore it down
And I have felt the same
As you, I've felt the same
As you, I've felt the same
Locked inside the only place where you feel sheltered where you feel safe
You lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence
Did they see the consequence
They pushed you around
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones breaking them 'til they've become just another crown
And I have felt the same
As you i've felt the same
As you I've felt the same
As you I've felt the same
Refuse to feel, anything at all
refuse to slip, refuse to fall
can't be weak, acn't stand still
You watch your back, 'cause no one will you don't know why they had to go this far
traded your worth for these scars
for your only company
don't believe the lies that they told to you
not one word was true
you're alright, your're alright, your alright
And I felt the same
As you I've felt the same x3

Not Beautiful

I love this song it is by Radial Angel a band I discovered by accident at another concert

Not Beautiful-Radial Angel
Is anyone there
Does anyone care
Is anyone listening to me instead
I'm careful what I say
Careful what I do
It rips me apart those little things you do
So You lift my head
And put away the pieces to my broke heart that's dead
One thing I ask..

Am I not beautiful enough for you
Am I not rich enough to make you happy
Am I not beautiful enough for you
So now I'm falling out of reach
(Chorus)

Shoot it to me straight
I can bear the shame
Is that what you asked of me today
Sick of all your lies
Of the ones trapped inside
You don't give a hint of what you're thinking
So now you take me by the hand
And put away the pieces to my broken heart that's dead
One thing I ask..
I'm falling out of reach

(Chorus)
I don't care about those things
Because I'm beautiful
In God I'm beautiful
And I'm falling out of reach

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Stressed

I have so much to do before next friday! I am really stressed out. I have three papers to write, two essays, a math project, two spanish projects, two tests and four finals to study for. AAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I will be okay and I will get it all done. I can do this and do well. okay I just needed a pep talk. hehe.

These are some random things I made a while ago I just thought I would post them.

Pains

So today we decided that boys are hard to deal with so we are just going to use them for their bodies. LOL okay so not really, but they can be damn annoying at times.
I really miss certain people at times. Probably way more than I should. I really miss my boys. I miss Logan and Luke. Damn you boys are fun. Definitly need to call them so we can go to lunch. In all honesty the person I miss most right now is Dave. I really like him a lot. Fuck his girlfriend!!!!!!!!!! but I want him to be happy. But I want him. Damn boys make lives complicated. Bleh I am not in a very good mood. I need to get back to homework. Damn

I hate school

Damn School! I cannot find what I need to write this damn paper. Fuck Fuck Fuck. (Fucks must always come in threes you know) I really really want to be done with this semster. I want to go home and work and do nothing again. Bleh I hope I get to go to bed soon.

Hello World

So this is my first post which sucks because I have nothing to say but my page looked so bare. I will post something much more interesting later.