Sometimes Things Just Suck

I just watched Garden State. I don't know why I haven't seen it before. Ah well I liked it all the same. It was pretty cute. I liked the scene in the bath tub. I have a friend that I feel safe with like that and it just makes me sad and wishing that I could talk to them more often.
I am so glad that it is the weekend but it never seems long enough. I have so much shit to get done and I have no time during the week. I am gone almost every day until 5 at the earliest and I start at 8. While this probably doesn't really seem like a big deal to most people who work full time it is killer on a college student. I am just as dedicated as anyone but with all the homework and work and the club and FAB I am just a little overwhelmed. I am super stressed and I can't make time for anything. My shoulders are starting to do that thing where they get sore and kinda shlumped. Definite sign that I am stretched too thin. I am so freaked out that one day someone is going to wake up and realize that I can't do this. I can't finish school. I'm not that smart. That I can't do my job. Ah well I need to get some sleep.

Counseling

So I decided to go to counseling. Mostly because Durr said it would probably be good for me. I have had two sessions and I think it may help. I've not been taking very good care of myself and so I suppose this is a step in the right direction. I have been so stressed lately. I have so much fucking work to do. I don't know if I will ever catch up. bleh. I think I will be alright though. Well I should get back to the massive amounts of homework I have to do. I suck it is a Saturday and I am doing homework.

Back at school

So I kinda missed school and at the same time I don't really wanna be back. I have been here a week and I still don't feel like I am back in the groove. I suppose I will get over it and just get on with classes. It kinda sucks because I am taking 20 credits which I haven't done yet so I hope I can do it. I think as long as I stay on top of things I will be alright. Well this is a boring entry but oh well.