9.25.2005

Sometimes Things Just Suck

I just watched Garden State. I don't know why I haven't seen it before. Ah well I liked it all the same. It was pretty cute. I liked the scene in the bath tub. I have a friend that I feel safe with like that and it just makes me sad and wishing that I could talk to them more often.
I am so glad that it is the weekend but it never seems long enough. I have so much shit to get done and I have no time during the week. I am gone almost every day until 5 at the earliest and I start at 8. While this probably doesn't really seem like a big deal to most people who work full time it is killer on a college student. I am just as dedicated as anyone but with all the homework and work and the club and FAB I am just a little overwhelmed. I am super stressed and I can't make time for anything. My shoulders are starting to do that thing where they get sore and kinda shlumped. Definite sign that I am stretched too thin. I am so freaked out that one day someone is going to wake up and realize that I can't do this. I can't finish school. I'm not that smart. That I can't do my job. Ah well I need to get some sleep.

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